find something to believe in

still figuring it out i guess. I think i’ve decided to not care anymore. I dunno. hm…

So my family is really super religious and follow the bible not necessarily a religion but it feels as though they have started their own [religion]. I have never been into religion even as a little kid when they dragged me to church, but now that i am getting older i’m tired of playing this little game with my parents making them think i believe in what they believe in. Im not sure what I believe in and i want to find something because i know i need to believe in something because without belief in anything i feel lost. There has to be something i can believe in that i want to believe in…