oh no. Each day traveling like this has been an adventure. not one day like the one before it. different challenges. all changing or reaching different parts of me in different ways.
I don’t think its being judged that holds me back. I think its rejection, which is the outcome of being judged.
I think I hold back on responding to advances.
I love to travel to places and see museums and other ways of life.
I am fortunate to be traveling at this very moment. Tomorrow morning, i leave England and arrive in Genoa, Italy. I have the once in a lifetime experience of meeting an Italian family I am related to. Having Christmas with them will be extraordinary!
The memories that make me the happiest are ones of my Mom and me doing various things.
Happiest memories are of family times at the holidays.
Oh, Gracious, yes! How could I ever forget this trip? Or the days of Italy that are to come?
I haven’t coupled up in a steady, long term relationship in quite the way I would like since I divorced.
Why not? I see the quote to the side of the page here “It’s always something” by Gilda Radner.
Seems highly appropriate!
Let’s try Oregon.
Let’s try Canada.
I’m at a point where I just want to keep things simple.
When I believe, mistakenly or not, that someone loves me.
LOVE is ALWAYS the answer.