Meet Viggo Mortensen and have him fall in love with me

I’ve yet to make this experience happen! Supposedly the mind can not distinguish an imaginary event from a real one, so as far as my mind is concerned, Viggo & I have spent many a quality hour together, enjoying many different experiences.

Of course, those trysts are less than a glimpse in the waking world, as the poemlet goes, but it does not negate the enjoyment I had within those imaginary moments. If the only enjoyment of Viggo’s company shall be imagined ones, I might as well make these as enjoyable & deeply felt as possible!

And if, per chance, such deeply felt fantasies lead to actual enjoyable events with Viggo himself, in person, so much the better for me! If not, at least I’ve had some seriously juicy wet dreams & fantasies! ;-)

Perhaps such mind trips will be good fodder for stories I could write & actually get published & start making money! Wouldn’t that be a funny irony!

Well, it’s been almost a year since I first wrote about this goal. Since my feelings are unchanged, I felt I should write another entry about it now.

I don’t think I’ve ever been this infatuated or “in love” with anyone in my life. Other men I’ve previously felt affection for almost invariably disappoint me within time of learning more about them, whether they be someone I know personally or some “celebrity” I have a crush on.

But after over several years of having it bad for Viggo, I still have it bad for him! The accompaning picture of my head on Liv Tyler’s sholders may be some indication of this. ;-) And I don’t see that changing any time soon.

Unfortunately, as far as I know he is still an “untouchable famous” actor, not to mention something of a solitary man who isn’t seeking anyone.

So, this may likely remain forever an unreachable goal but I’m going to keep it on my list just for the sake of nothing more than hope. Maybe at least someday I will get to meet this man and shake hands with him, get him to pose for a picture and perhaps steal a kiss. ;-)

I have tried to rid myself of feelings for this man, Viggo Mortensen, only to read the next thing he has done in the world (that has garnered public attention) and find myself falling in love with him all over again. Isn’t it terrible to have a crush on a man who is untouchable because he is a film actor? Oh well, I guess I’d better hope I find his equivalent in the non-acting world to fall in love with me. Knowing my standards, it’s going to be a tough bill to fill but I suppose I can at least hope. Until then, I will continue to try and “crush” my feelings for him yet again.