Lose 20 pounds

he loves my body, and i dont mind it too much either.

i say screw the ideal weight.

alrite.. so I just weighed myself and the scale said 140 lbs. So if the scale is accurate.. I have losed 8 pounds. Something tells me there is something fishy with the scale, as I haven’t done much to lose weight other than drink a lot of water.

hmm..

getting pretty pleased with myself as I have been real good about drinking a lot of water. One Summer I lost 10 pounds just because I stopped drinking anything but water.. it was amazing!

So before every meal I have a large glass of water.. and anytime I feel like having a snack, I have a nice glass of water instead.. we will see how this goes!

I have definitely creeped into the.. feeling a little embarrassed in a bikini stage. Being a skinny skinny gal most of my life I am having a hard time with this.

My breaking point came when me and my love, joking around, I called him a fatass, and he said “you aren’t too skinny yourself”.. and ahh.. it set me in a wheel of motion. And I know he truly didn’t mean it.. and we were just being funny (he’s anything but a fatass).. but yikes.. I wan’t to feel okay with wearing a bikini.. I like bikinis.. and I like feeling comfortable. So.. here goes drinking a lot of water and being more healthy targeted in my Vegan diet.. because somehow.. I doubt the vegan cheddar fritters I made the other night were a healthy choice.