get out of here

I am SO sick of this town and the life I live here. I feel like I’m choking on this average existance. This is not what I want to do. This is not where I want to be.

This goal is connected with a lot of other goals like “stop letting fear hold me back”, “to live instead of exist” and “have a totally different life by this time next year”.

These goals are all about fulfilling my dreams and making each day count. And I know that to make each day count I have to change my life radically and where to start? Of course I have to start with a change of location because I know that I won’t find happiness here.

I hate the town I live in. Hate is a strong word but I use it anyway because I really truly do hate this town. I’ve disliked it from the first minute and it’s only getting worse. I need to move, I need to leave, I need to go anywhere but here.