be myself

like I’m doing pretty well with this.

Along these lines I want to strive to:

Gain an ability to love and impress myself, rather than try to impress others to gain their love.

“there are a lot more people out there trying to meet the right person, rather than to BE the right person….”

I am wondering how I should focus and spend my money!!!!

here are my ideas, and I’m not sure of the priorities

WHAT DO YOU THINK?? Help me out!

A NICE WARDROBE—i’d say it is already pretty good. I mostly wear Anne Taylor Loft, that kind of thing. A few designer things, but that is not an emphasis. But there is always more! I am single and I feel that looking nice is important.
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TRAVEL: I love traveling. Really love it. I’d love to go to Italy especially. But also Mexico and the Carribean are high on the list. A more extended trip (maybe a summer) in Europe. I feel this makes me more interesting and I feel like I grow when I travel and experience new cultures.
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BEAUTY: I’d like to spend some $ on some possible procedures, spa-type things. Dermabrasion, chemical peels, etc, so I feel fresh and my best.
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PORTRAIT: I’d like to have some professional pictures taken. A series. I’d like to find someone who really gets me and can capture in an image how I think of myself in a very personal way.
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turning off computer and going to bed

need more sleep

not such a great day, actually. time to start over.

So, I feel like this is an important time in my life.
I actually have some potential and some talents.
Some have been used.
However, I’ve been sidetracked a lot.
Relationships. Distractions. Career ventures that did not pan out. Things I thought were important but were detracting.
I know what my talents are and what I want to do with them.
It’s time to get serious and start focusing on what I love and what I want my legacy to be.

But life gets in the way.
I’m creative and full of ideas, but I can’t get to them unless I streamline my life and become more efficient.
I know that no one can be productive all of the time.
But I feel I can be more productive.

At this point, the only difference between me and the people who are out there making a TRUE success of themselves, is that they are doing it. I’m not. It is not a matter of talent, brains, ability, or creativity. I have that as much as some others.

I need to be motivated by my passions and unafraid of what might come if I really focus.

I need to streamline, and live Passionately!