remember when one door closes, you can always climb though the window

Is it possible that my optimism could be my downfall? Am I too comfortable? I don’t want to adjust to things. I don’t want to have to “climb through a window” to be who I aspire to be and to bring life to my passions and desires. sigh I have some major thinking to do. It’s like knowing you have 1, or maybe 100 keys but an infinite number of doors. I need to be excited everyday, and I need to feel accomplished every night. I know what I want to do but it’s so far from what everyone expects of me. It’s a silly situation really. I know what I would tell someone else to do, the right thing. Follow your heart etc. I don’t want to lose myself to the world. I know I can’t please everyone all the time. At the end of the day I know what I have to do. But I’m thinking it might be easier to try to fit down some random chimney. Giggle

This is completely self serving. Truth is, I don’t ever really feel like a door closes. Things have a peculiar way of working out. I hope I don’t get too comfortable and miss something wonderful.