fall in love again

im ready, but i know im so far away from finding anyone special. I am in a point of my life where i think inside me is a chaos, again, so i should “fix” that chaos before even think of sharing it with anyone, that wouldn´t be nice.

my way to get there again. Meeting new people, found a guy i liked, who seemed interested on me but who was hidding something…there must be other…at least im meeeting people and making new friends as well, im not so crazy of finding a man in my life and i think that´s better than stress about being single.

this wont happend because I am not really ready to fall in love again. Have many things in me and my own life that I need to change or improve to be in love or share anything with anyone. Call me egoist, but it´s true.

I feel like I can let love come in to my life again. This is great, although I know that it might hurt again…but I want to enjoy the good moments while they are still “there”.