stop worrying

seriously?
okay so, today i walk into class, and its the SAME PROF i had for drawing before. Ugh o man, when he walked in i felt so terrible soooo terrible. I dont want to take this class again, but, at the same time, you only live once so i guess i cant look at the past to determine the future. Im going to treat this like its new.

To conquer fear start by accomplishing the things that you fear the most. After doing so, you will look back and think how foolish it was to be afraid in the first place.

what others are doing
doesnt have to have an impact on me
im here too
i matter
do what i wanna do and forget the other stuff i try to convince myself of
its not that serious

finals are coming up and i feel like i have so much to do. I am asking myself wow where do i start? im supposed to be in class but skipped it so i could do another assignment that is due tomorrow. i am stressed, but maybe i can pull through and get everything taken care of tonight. wow that would make me feel so great because i have not been on top of my work. sigh man, i really need to get it together i feel kinda bad about myself right now. i need to stop though and just focus on doing work and know that it will all be over soon.