find myself

what is most important to me? i need direction

im going to be specific because i want to know where im going every chance i can get

1. be a fashion designer
a. learn to sew
b. study
c. internship?
d. do my own thing
e. believe in myself
f. discover my own talent w.o. help of others
2. learn to cook
a. ask parents
b. take a class if i need to
3. travel
a. grab a friend
b. pick a time
c. discuss with parents
d. go
4.Be less stressed
a. exercise
b. do yoga
c. draw/write
d. dont worry bout others
5.Make new friends
a. go out more
b. talk to people
c. be outdoors
d. just be w.o. rethinking
6.Live for myself
a. stop parental rules
b. be open go with my ideas
c. just do it
7.Enjoy life
a. just drive
b. meet someone
c. use my talents
d. dont worry
e. dont have fear of failure
f. know i can do it all
g. time to get at it

so this is called i think im too
im making a list of things and responding to all of them
lets see what happens, its in order to correct my way of thinking

YOU CAN DO IT. YOU KNOW YOU CAN. IT WILL GET DONE. DO NOT WORRY.

negatives

1. i procrastinate
2. im too nice
3. give up too easily
4. not enough drive
5. no bf
6. not thin
7. think too much
8. not the best at anything
9. dont exercise
10. dont have enough clothes

so id say like 2 of those are true and can be changed. set your mind to it. you can do it.