Let go of the past

Some think it’s holding on that makes one strong; sometimes it’s the letting go! – Sylvia Robinson

Courage is only an accumulation of small steps. – George Konrad

So I’m going to my dad’s for Thanksgiving. I am not close to him and have never been. This will be the 2nd time that all of his kids are in the same house at once…. In saying that, how close could I be to him…

I’m not sure if I should just go with the flow or if I should talk to my dad and tell him how hurt I’ve been all these years that he walked away.

Will talking help me let some of my past go?

Every day I take small steps… sometimes I take steps back, but I’m not giving up the fight. I hope that someday I will have learned to let it all go and be ok with it all.

What is required for effective change is continuity of sincere effort to release and let go of inefficient thought patterns from the past.

Hit me with a shovel, because I can’t believe I dug you. – Skid Row

I don’t know where life’s going, but soon it will be gone. I hope the wind that’s blowing helps me carry on. Turn on the radio, baby listen to my song. Turn on the night light baby, I’m gone

If I was not the type of person that dwelled on things then so many things would be ok in my life right now.

My dreams are holding me back. I dream of him. I dream of him, with her, and the lies he told me. I dream of my x and how he told me that no one else would put up with me…. My dreams are holding me back.

I’m doing better, I’m not searching his name or his new girlfriend’s name on Google. I’m not looking at his fb account, it’s small, but it’s a step in the right direction.