This is not an easy thing for me to do, i keep trying to fall in love but i just don’t feel it. If i find a girl i like it feels to staged and unnatural. Like im trying to enjoy myself of feel something. I don’t think love and relationships come naturally to me, or maybe i still haven’t found that person where things just click and all seems easy and lovely. Still trying , ive started to use the social sites more and looking to meet new people by using the net.
Possibly going to more clubs and society. This just all seems like so much work just to find someone to love, i cant believe something that is supposed to happen naturally needs so much time and planning.
Ive been to social events so much, the whole process almost is starting to seem mechanical, and still no love.
MMMM will find some love , it just takes time (years) in my case.
