Post my poetry online.

My hearts racing,
My tounge is twisted,
I can’t breathe.
My lips begin to shake,
as I slip out the 3 words,
I never knew I knew.

quite laughter
akward silence
darkening peace

You stare at me like you want something
You always seem to be waiting around
Waiting for something you know I may never give you
Yet, you wait.
You’re the helping hand when I fall,
and you’re the only one to see me cry.
You love me with all of your heart,
and you’re not afraid to tell me why.
I often ignore you for days at a time,
which only makes you want me more.
I love how you love me
and I hope one day I can love you too.
For, you are the only one worthy of life.

You’re in my arms reach,
yet I can’t touch you.
Your eyes are calling for me,
yet I can’t answer.
Your soul is reaching for me,
yet I can’t surrender.
Your mind races,
as mine freezes.
Your hearts aching
as I laugh and turn away

i love my boyfriend

.....hate
.....I want to run away

love unknown.
love unseen.
love just for me.

I love you dearly and I will never let you know.

pry them open
let nothing in
the images
the false serene

a song…

its never gonna go away
the twists and turns are here to stay
your slowly slipping away from me
i lost my life in front of me

i’m going insane
i’m going insane
i can’t keep from falling awake
i broke your heart
I’m turning away

i lost my mind in front of me
i sold my soul for free
its going down
its going down
its going down-n-n-n…

slowly breathing fast
can’t quite tell you no
I will never be sane
screw conventional
its never gonna be that way
living a life for free
never gonna see you again
abnormal…insane…deviant

look through the mirror
just stare strait through
lifes never gonna come to get you

aberrant…curious…eccentric
neverending lies of curiosity

i’m going insane
i’m going insane
i can’t keep from falling awake
i broke your heart
I’m turning away

confusion.
the never ending anxiety

mass confusion
electric fly swatting
warwolves without the fight
wasteful love
crushed hearts
neverending nightmares
bipolar daysights
amazing colors
brightside of night