Stress less

So I have no more school classes because i graduated… so life will already be a little less stressful. If I can focus all my time on work, I don’t think it could be too bad so I think I can come close to say that I have accomplished this

I think I have really been improving on this goal. Although I can’t say I am completely stress free, which I think nobody can possibly say. Even with several tests and assignments I have been holding my own pretty well this semester. After graduation and moving, I feel like I can complete this goal by have a nice clean place to live that is organized and homey!

this will be alot easier

when I think about it, it’s not that hard. but things happen, and you forget you’re trying to maintain a healthy ego and not freak out over simple things. i hate thinking. but i do it. i sit around and think about things and it puts me in a bad mood which then stressed me out over things that shouldn’t be. i don’t know exactly how to put it in words but this is one of the hardest goals i have tried to accomplished.

I broke down the other night. It is so hard to stay busy and not stress and control your temper ALL at the same time. After not having a day off, or even time to clean or do laundry in almost a month, i’m going insane! at least i am accomplishing my stay busy goal. after graduation, things will get so much easier because i won’t have to worry about anything school related for about a year. that time just won’t come soon enough

nothing too overwhelming has happened yet, so i’ve still got my head on straight. which is surprising because i have a huge philanthropy i’m helping organize, i graduate this may, i’m moving in july, i’m studying for the LSAT in the fall, and taking it as well, and then getting married next March. that’s alot of BIG things to worry about. i haven’t really worried too much about any of it, yet. i’m not getting caught up in all the little things going on, which gives me more time to focus on the big pictures. i really haven’t stressed out over much, although, i do feel like my fuse has shortened with petty stupid every day stuff. i guess it will just take time for all the other things to build up on me again just to blow up on someone. i’m so bad at that. there are several things that have been bothering me for some time, but for some reason i’m looking past them now. i can tell when i’m starting to get angry or freak out on someone, which is why i’m watching myself, and apologizing for any snood comments i may throw out there. my new aspect of it is to take day by day, and so far it’s working much better than usual. :) hope it stays this way because i was for sure i would have flipped my switch already.