feel beautiful

... more and more beautiful every day now that i am on a good solid diet, and i’m working out, and even taking the dog for 2 mile runs.. good exercise for her and me. i just can’t wait until i can fit into those skinny jeans again and show off a beautiful dark tan. i want to turn heads at the pool.. i want to turn heads even in the gym.. in general, i want to turn heads. hehe

The other day I felt relaxed. I FINALLY had a day off to do as I pleased. I watched a movie in the morning, then took a nice long relaxing shower. Once I got out, I looked in the mirror and I was happy with what I saw. I felt beautiful. Without anyone telling me or reminding me. I simply saw the beauty with my own eyes.

I think the thing that makes me not feel beautiful is that other people don’t see it. It’s not all about the physical aspects, but whats inside as well. When people look past all that and only see negatives about you.. that’s what breaks me of feeling beautiful.

Well today, I’m not going to let that happen because I feel beautiful!

Getting cheers on feeling beautiful makes me feel beautiful too!!

I had someone tell me they had a crush on me last night. It actually made me feel really good. For once, I’m not assuming that someone thinks I’m pretty, or smart, or funny. Someone actually told me. It made me feel appreciated. That right there makes me feel beautiful. There are a million other things that make me feel beautiful. This one just stood out to me because I’ve had a tough time lately and I feel beautiful today!

how can you feel beautiful when you feel awful? is it possible?

i’ve felt a little down in the dumps lately, and let me tell you, it doesn’t matter what i do when i’m not in much of a mood, there is no way to make myself feel beautiful, which makes me feel even more blue.