Trust my instincts

Bad date,
Made him meet me in a public place, left his number with 2 friends, and got my cell reactivated 20 minutes before the date.

I ended up calling my friend from a bathroom to pick me up…it was awful.

So, I know that I have really good instincts – that was undoubtedly confirmed. Maybe now I can actually listen to them.

lol

Is not that I don’t trust them it seems, but that I ignore them altogether. This no work!
I know when something bad will happen or when someone is no good, and yet I persue. Why?? It isnt that I think I am wrong or that they will prove worthy. I know from the start that thngs will end badly.
So my problem is not that I don’t trust my instincts, but that I don’t listen to them when they are screaming at me. I have no idea why I do this to myself, but it needs to stop

I have told this to Gotcha on several occassions and Maui knows it too. Sometimes I just know what the outcome will be. And I usually am right.
I need to start trusting what I am feeling. I need to listen to what is being whispered to me. Instincts are there for a reason.
I need to shut the hell up and pay attention.