let it go

My grandma has been nicer recently after my mother told her that we feel that she doesn’t love us or want to spend time with us. She’s trying to spend time with us. Its nice , even if she’s annoying as hell.
I forgive her for the way she’s treated us. It will be harder to forgive the ones who died. It will be harder than that to forgive the living who feel no remorse.
But I’m going to do this because their behaviour wasn’t my fault; it was no one’s but theirs.

I feel bitter towards those who haven’t supported me and have abandoned me.
It has affected the way I relate to other, and the emotions I let leak through my heart to others.
After assessing the problem, I have realised this:
it’s time to let it go.