stay single for three months

Recently I broke up a year-and-a-half relationship. An expected scenario happened – we went to college in different cities and slowly grew apart. The nature of the relationship was such that we were more best friends then lovers, throughout the whole relationship. The distance is hard, even if you’re ‘just’ best friends. But I had to accustom to it. Anyway, by the time of the actual break up, I barely felt like I had a boyfriend. Making it official wasn’t so heartbreaking as people would expect. I was already independent enough not to suffer too much.
Before the relationship mentioned above, I was involved in another serious one. We’ve been together for a year and a half, too. What is interesting is that I was single just for a week between those two. So, basically, I haven’t been alone for three years.
I’m only 19 years old. In addition to those three years, I also had a year long relationship. It makes it four. Whole four years of my youth. I doubt it’s normal.
Anyway, it has led to me not knowing what to do with myself when I’m single. I don’t even know what single means. I’m sure it’s not healthy. College just started, I still have time to have fun, so I think it’s a great time for me to focus on myself and make new friends. There are a few guys who are flirting with me, but I’m trying to resist the temptation to throw myself back where I was – in a serious relationship. I have to admit that I like the attention – I would never know that people are actually interested in getting to know me if I didn’t break that relationship.