learn to draw

No progress at all on this goal of mine.
In fact,after getting a job and being pretty busy,I haven’t done anything in order to achieve this goal,meaning no drawings whatsoever.:(
It’s just that I don’t feel inspired to do a drawing,nothing lifted my skirt up lately or gave me motivation to portray my emotions on a painting.:-/
I don’t know,maybe I’m not meant to be able to do amzing paintings,maybe I’m not that talented.Heck,I can do lots of art-y things,but drawing is a hard one!
I envy those of you who just got it,you just have a talent for painting,without having to get classes or think too much.I believe you are truly blessed and I’m jealous,but not in a spiteful way.

Maybe I need to think about this goal and realize whether I do have some potential or not,I need to be realistic,because if I can’t really draw but still deep inside of me wish I can,it’s just too painful for me.

Since Spring came to town,I’ve been feeling very inspired and cheerful and I want to express these light headed feelings I have right now on a canvas.
I did buy aquarella paper and I’ve sharpened my pencils and I’m ready to do magic!
It won’t be something spectacular.
This time I want to give my art some time,as long as it takes,in order to make something very detailed and beautiful.
I’m thinking of starting off with something relatively simple,like painting a huge moon in an unexpected color and I’m sure my Muse will lead the way.

I only have minimum free time to do the things that I love and that inspire me.Which means,that I won’t be taking any classes to learn to draw any time soon,BUT there’s always the possibility to learn on my own,at least until I start taking classes!:P
So,I need to buy supplies and start devoting at least 30 minutes a day to my drawings.I’m excited!I need colored pencils,new brushes,new paints (the last ones I bought where…ugh),aquarelle paper and soft erasers.

but anyways,i do draw,but i’m not excellent at it.I consider myself an artistic nature,cause i’m good at most things art.I make my own clothes,i make handbands,bracelets,i’m very into make up and i do the make up for many people and they all like it,even the more picky ones,i make other things as well.I paint bottles and jars and plates and then i put candles in the bottles,or cookies in the jars and the like.I mean,it’s a good thing that my mom still keeps my crafts and has one of them on the coffee table in the living room and hasn’t thrown them away yet lol.
I wanna take some classes to improve myself and be able to express myself better.
I may post some pictures of my drawings and you can tell me whether i’m good or terrible at what i’m doing.:D

i already know how to draw,i think all people know how to draw,the tricky part is to learn to draw good and realistically.I’ve made some drawings of my own,some are good,some are not.
But i want to learn to draw so good that i can draw everything that hits my mind and express myself.Cause sometimes i feel like drawing a haunted forest for example and i dunno how to draw a realistic tree or a full moon or in short to give the whole atmosphere and aroma of a haunted tree to a blank paper…aaaahhh…:(