Get over my fear of spiders

The spider population in my bedroom seems to have skyrocketed. I keep seeing moths in here too, I have to remember to shut the window, UGH. The daddy long legs spiders still creep me out, but I actually don’t kill them on sight anymore. What upsets me immensely is when I’m trying to sleep and I see one on the bed. That’s when I move out onto the couch haha.

My house is full of spiders. Sometimes when I walk into a room I feel like it’s not safe and there HAS to be a spider in it. And what usually happens is I turn around and theres one right there. It’s creepy how accurate my spidey sense is (Ha. Not funny.) About a year ago I was at my cousins house about to take a shower, and a gigantic wolf spider crawled out of the drain(Tarantula size, if not bigger. Where they live is known for spiders, which is why I hate going there). His little eyes were saying “YES YES YES!” and mine were saying…well they weren’t saying anything because of complete shock. I then jumped out of the shower and fell face first onto the tile floor, screaming like I was being murdered. Easily one of the most scaring moments of my entire life. Must admit, his eyes were adorable, even though they stared into my soul. But the body…oh noes.