overcome procrastination

every time i finally started taking action and doing things was when i wasn’t expecting it! it sounds ironic.. but i think the pressure we put onto ourselves is actually the culprit! we wanted SO MUCH to finish things, to accomplish, to be perfect, we are pushing us through these hoops that we didn’t even enjoy doing!!

the week is going to start tomorrow and i might get suck in the turmoil soon… but i will hold on to my three goals a day agenda and keep my own pace. i don’t want to kill myself yet. i just got better and want to have some fun for this x-mas :)

i procrastinated two out of three goals i set earlier… i felt a bit guilty since it’s the first day that i set up the goal!! i did go to the concert… but didn’t clean up the room or wash the cloth. now it’s pass midnight, tomorrow becomes today; it is a brand new day… take control and take actions. god bless!

i feel so much happier now after i finished some of the stuff that had been pressuring me. even though i wasn’t looking at them and tried to forget them… they were there, all the time, in the back of my head! they weighted a ton to my spirit! i am so glad that it seems i am moving forward finally after stalled for days. thank you for all those who have supported me!

still trying… not by action yet struggling through emotions

why i feel like doing EVERYTHING else except the task i suppose to finish?

i didn’t study at all….instead:

i skipped marketing class this morning
i slept the whole afternoon away
i met with one of my CL friends for dinner tonight
i shopped at wohle food and bought a bunch of “organic” makeups

i just didn’t study a bit…