I’m really trying, but thoughts always get lost between my brain and my mouth. I have considerable social anxiety as well, which makes it way too comfortable to lock myself in my room and pretend I’m someone else. I’ve always had a completely different idea of myself in my head, where I’m as beautiful and smart and charming as I want to be. Truthfully the whole thing has gotten out of hand, and what can I say? The real thing is just… crap.
I might trash this goal, I don’t know.
