I am so sick of the way I look and the way I feel. I use to be so pretty and so skinny, but that all changed. I dont know what happened to me, but I was 122lb in a size 5 with a flatt, tight little tummy and I gained 23lb in a year. I thought maybe it was the birth controll because thats the only thing I could think of. My eating habbits and my active lifestyle didnt change. So I stoped taking them and now another year later I am 175lb and I miss feeling beautiful. I miss wearing clothes I like. I hate dreading to go clothes shoping. The probleams I see on the outside are now effecting me on the inside. I feel depressed, I feel unatractive, and I feel alone. I have become bitter… hating others because I hate myself. OH AND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MY LIFE I HAVE STRECH MARKS!!!
I need to loose this weight! I need to feel like me again.