Rediscover how powerful I am

I realized today how powerful my job is.
I really don’t even have to do much but say where I work and instantly grown men, tough correctional officers who deal with inmates all day, are calling me “ma’am”.
It’s hilarious and humbling.
It’s really not me, I know, but it’s pretty amazing to think this is where I am right now.

so this is cool, I went to the second interview on Tuesday, and today I got a call to come back for a third interview to meet with the regional supervisor! YEAH!!

My interview last week must have gone well because they called me and told me they want me to come back for a second interview.
I’m very excited!

so I have an interview later this morning. I have been freaking myself out over it all night and haven’t even been able to really fall asleep.
I need to get back my self confidence and just go in there and be myself and act like I own the place. I need to remember I have a lot to offer these peeps and they would be dumb to not hire me.

Even if it doesn’t always feel like it,
I am completely in control of my own destiny.

We are cups, constantly and quietly being filled. The trick is, knowing how to tip ourselves over and let the beautiful stuff out.
-Ray Bradbury

It is so, so glorious to be completely in control of my own feelings and actions and not let anyone else influence me.
If someone does something that I don’t like or isn’t in line with my expectations it is up to me to stand up for myself and do what is best FOR ME. Not for them.
That is such a liberating mind blowing realization!!

For me this is more about self confidence and in convincing myself that I am capable. I hate when I doubt myself.
I need to find an easy way to remind myself of this goal. Thinking about it makes me feel stronger.