stop procrastinating

starting my hw now…at least it’s going to get done. right?

maybe this makes absolutely no sense. in fact don’t even waste your time reading this self indulgent, wanna-be theoretical,’i get it now’ bull shit…i came to a pseudo-epiphany tuesday night, its hard to get the car moving when it’s in park but when its already in drive and you got it in motion the momentum can really keep it going… what the hell am i talking about right? when i sit around all day waiting to be in the mood to do something it will never get done, who really enjoys doing dishes or writing that 26 page paper? i’ll probably never be in the mood to do those things. and i allow the sorry excuse of i haven’t done anything at all today to coax on self-pitying instead of turning it all around. why waste an entire day just because i started it off with the brakes? so tuesday after dilly dallying all day i finally decided to walk a mile, dig out my car from the snow and make an impromptu trip to see my family. I got here late last night and spent the day with the people i love more than everything else in the world combined. I’m happy to report that it was a great day, and upset that i only have one more tomorrow.

Getting over procrastinating is not something like learning how to brush your teeth. Yes, you need to do both everyday, but this is something you can’t just pick up and put down. It’s like quitting smoking, I will never be completely ‘over’ procrastinating. It is something that I will always have to work on. But I will tell you one thing, I’ll never get there if I don’t get in the driver’s seat of my own life.

i keep procrastinating in bursts, but right now i could just kill my room mate’s cat so doing anything productive seems like a pipe dream