take control of my life

Okay, I know I talk about a big game about changing my life , but here I am faking sick, and not going to school, and wasting everything I just don’t have any motivation and I think my family is getting sick and tired of me get saying that I’m sick, and that my stomach is hurting as I grab another piece of chicken I don’t know , I think that I need to stop wasting my life, and just stop , and get off my ass and start getting motivated ,

The first step in taking control of my life is , to stop whining, lol and also make a list of things that I need to do and do it, and stop procrastinating , motivate myself and stop hanging around people that are so negative

Okay, I realize after reading peoples goal ,and looking at my 43 things list , I can to conclusion, that I want to take control of my life . I bitch and bitch about , things and people, and how I want to do this , but I don’t do anything and its the same thing every week. Life is meant to be lived not watch, so I’m gonna take control of my life ,start motivating myself, doing things, making my life worth living. I got to stop waiting for something bad or for someone to make me realize that my life is worth living. Cause maybe no one is going to do that for me , so I think I need to be that person for myself.