Kiss a stranger

she basically suggested 3 times, and then maneuvered out of them in the rescheduling. pretty p/a, so i told her to get real, and that was that. of course, now fate will have it that I will run in to this person far more than necessary, that later amount being zero times. not going to work on this one for a while. need a break.

I’ve been emailing this girl I met online – I know, I know! – and we set it up to meet at a bookshop at 2 today – I just got home. And we both totally froze! We were in a good spot, but again I HESITATED!!! I’m so frustrated with myself! I need to have a 3 second rule now, seriously. (3 seconds? the coast is still clear? on to the next move.) NOW I know why people work out – to maintain the ability to THINK when their body is screaming “I HATE YOU BITCH – KILL SOMETHING OR RUUUUUNNNN!!!!!”

And no, I haven’t giggled like this in a very long time.