be there for her

We had a long talk today, I had been giving off those creepy stalker vibes, but thankfully she’s given me a chance to explain myself and now we’re cool. It’s going to take some getting used to but I know I can be her friend! We’re going to go hang out and that will be the real test. Hopefully I don’t crack, but whats weird is that she’s trying to help me through the break up like a true friend would, it’s just she is my ex. SO it’s a little weird. I think I’m getting on the right track, so it’s cool!

I just want to be there for her but not be that creepy ex-boyfriend, but we’re really great friends and I’ve already told her:

I want to win you back, but I don’t want my feelings to get in the way of our friendship, if you ever need a shoulder to cry on or someone to listen to you vent, I’m here, because wether or not I’m your boyfriend I want you to be happy, thats all that matters.

I ment it when I said it, it’s just I’m afraid I’ll start being that creepy dude. How do I hang out with her? I asked if she was doing anything this summer and she said no, so I said that maybe we could do something fun together, and she said she’d think about it. I don’t want her to think that I’m trying to trick her into a date, when I’m not. Plus, I don’t really have many female friends so I’m not sure how to act with them.

WOMEN ARE SOOOOO CONFUSING!!! lol!