Moving shapes travel through my mind
Jealousy becomes the nature of my spirit
My true identity is neither light nor dark
My emotions will stay a mystery…
Reality becomes alienated to me
I keep on dwelling on perfection
But end up by the shadows of the self
The empty space inside me never fills
Now….. Understand why…
I cannot get through this unbroken field
The frequency is too high
Energy becomes an instrument of my consciousness
The earthly eye manifests my pure soul
Rising and falling with no limits
Exploring the essence of the universe
Traveling through this temporary life -
Human power does not make me immortal
I cannot separate from my body
I have to journey with it
Through the many levels of experience
This creature inside me still exists
The overwhelming evidence is blinding
Releasing this creature
Is beyond the language of my understanding
I know I will separate from it in time -
In my reflection – I will be alone…
I am swallowed by this unmistakable feeling of pain
Taking control of my soul
Changing distant memories…
Tears dwell up in my eyes
It rolls down my cheek
By the sound of disappointment in the words you speak
Anger and hurt is caused because of me
It is increasing…
I have to quiet my mind
Reveal my true light
Become aware of the messages
That represent the sensation I am looking for…
Become aware of what is happening…
The creature’s movement slows down…
Until it vanishes!
Breaths of fresh air come and go -
Revealing and hiding heaven itself,
Releasing signs that it does exist
In this moment of space
Observing the seasons of life
I figure out what is illusion and not
I will live in my future dream
Your heart will find stillness
Through my actions…
