Started Reading: January 19, 2007
Completed Reading: January 20, 2007
Book rating: 8 out of 10 stars
Book Description
The plays that 25-year-old Jennifer Ward writes for Off-Off Broadway are no match for the drama being played out in her mind on a minute-to-minute basis. She worries that she’s getting hooked on a health food sleep aid. She didn’t pass her last Cosmo quiz. And she can’t eat cheesecake, take a meeting, or indulge in a sexual fantasy without being overpowered by a completely hilarious chorus of desire and doubt battling for control of her head space.
But beneath the noise of her own thoughts lie more painful voices Jennifer would rather not hear – voices that whisper to her about the dramatic life and heartbreaking death of her sister. Their love/hate relationship hanuts more than Jennifer’s memories; it colors her work, finding its way into the relationship of the two sisters in her latest play. Not that Jennifer intends to let anyone know about all that stuff – certainly not Peter, the sexy director who seems to be finding his way into her fantasies more and more… or Kelly, the gorgeous, ambitious actress who may be playing up to Peter, too. But the person Jennifer needs to hide form the most is herself, and when things take a wild turn for the worse, she just may get the role of a lifetime—and a chance to confront her real life.
In this wickedly funny and heartwrenchingly honest debut novel, Stephanie Lehmann introduces a true-blue heroine in Jennifer Ward who proves that no matter how booming our self-doubts can sound, nothing speaks louder than hope—and love.
My review
I had no idea what to expect from this book, I just had a vague notion that it would be some kind of chick lit. Well, I would definitely not call it chick lit, but I must say I really liked the story and the main character.
The title Thoughts While Having Sex might be a bit misleading, as there isn’t really any sex in this book. But that’s the point – the main character, Jennifer, is so at loss with the sexual side of herself that she doesn’t know why she should have any. Earlier, when she has tried having sex, all she could think of was her sister mocking her.
My only complaint is actually that there is so little in this book about Jennifer’s struggles with her sex life. Instead most of the story deals with Jennifer’s struggle to come to terms with her sister’s suicide. She has written a play based on herself and her relationship with her big sister, and as the opening night is getting nearer, Jennifer is projecting more and more of her feelings towards the actress who plays her sister.
Even though I haven’t experienced anything similar to the main character, I could still relate very well to her. Her low self-esteems and constant need of approval wasn’t annoying like in many regular chick lit novels. Instead I found it intriguing, especially combined with her ego which never ceases to have hope that good things will come to her. I guess I found something familiar in that.
Stephanie Lehmann wrote in her amazon blog that her books could be classified as “sexual anxiety lit”, and that probably everyone has some sort of hang up about their sex life, even though “we’d all like to come off as if we’re having a great time doing it”. I found the post very illuminating.
Stephanie Lehmann’s comments on her novels
I will definitely add the rest of Stephanie Lehmann’s books on my wish list.
See my review at bookcrossing.