am so irritable today, what a horrible mood. I feel awful: guilty, angry, empty, Yoghurt inside my head. What a foggy start to the week…when all I want to do is being inspired, energetic, fit and healthy.
Things are too much for me today. !! Would like to order a container and just get rid of everything. And if i can’t do that, at least I’d like to go back to bed. nope again: impossible. I have to get up and face my day :-(
I wish i could blame PMS, always a great excuse for bad moods, but i can’t lie to myself: it definitely isn’t that. It’s me not being able to practice what i preach and also spending too much of my time with people i shouldn’t be spending time with and i’d rather not spend time with.
get rid of rainy cloud <<<
• This smoking habit i picked up again recently doesnt help at all. makes me feel really gross. i am out of control. excessive. just don’t do it.
• just get on w these guys i dislike and not think about them at any other time. Forget about them.
• i am also angry at some other people for being ignorant, but you know what: they can think whatever they want. just forget it.
• i also am really bothered about all the trash that i own, and i won’t be happy until i got rid of it. also, i don’t just want to throw it away, i want to recycle it, or get some cash for it.
• i think i need to give dancing a break, at least mentally.
