be less judgemental

I need to stop this crap. I hate what a bitch I am sometimes… I will say something mean about someone with my friends to make them laugh, even if its something the person cant help (facial features and such)... I am in college. I shouldnt be doing this.

Then, yesterday, I saw this Tyra Banks show rerun thing and it was about Obese models. The whole time I was like
“Ew, thats so disgusting”, “Gross”, “Nasty”. I hate that I do that.

At least I am aware of it I guess. That is my goal for this, my Junior year of College. No crap-talking about people. I realize that having thoughts like that are probably inevitable, but I am sure as hell going to try. I am just insecure with myself and need to get over it!

I went to the fair today… it was really hard for me to not be judgemental. I am going to have to work harder!