I want a skin colored moth tattoo on the back of my neck. I want it to be a secret, not something showy and colorful.
When I was in deep, I was having hallucinations of moths. They would be everywhere. On my window screen, on my fingers, face, the mirror, wall.
One got stuck in a coke can, and I heard it’s fluttering for a while. But I didn’t save it. When I poured out the coke in the sink, there was no moth.
This was during the time where I tried ODing for the third time. Obviously, I didn’t die. I didn’t tell anyone of it, since I had gotten hospitalization another incident a week before. I did however stop moping around and fought my way through issues by actually TRYING in therapy. I’ve had a couple incidents afterward, but I think the Moths have helped me in a way.
They’ve gotten me through all this. I want it on my neck so I won’t forget what I went through, and so I never go back again.
