I feel as though, somewhere along the way, I lost myself. There are so many things that I know I would have reacted differently to a year ago, 5 years ago, 10 years ago. Some change has been good, I suppose, but some hasn’t…. I don’t know if I need to reinvent myself, or just find myself. I wish I could go back in time, mentally and emotionally, about 3 years – before the moodiness, the irritability, the migranes, the loss of motivation and purpose… and start over on myself from there.
I just don’t know where or how to start. Sometimes I think what a wonderful thing it would be to have amnesia for a couple of weeks and see what my “blank slate” personality would really be…
