stop procastinating

Amongst the things I shouldn’t delay further more on is going to the doctor to take time off of work. I’ve been hysterical for the last few months, crying at my desk, beeing easily irritated and running to the washroom due to waves of nausea! The job has gotten to me so much, I can barely make it to the front door wondering how I’ll get through the day…this has got to stop or else I won’t be able to get out of bed anymore! Things are going downhill and I’m doing nothing but going down with it…Would someone please kick me in the ass with a pointy shoe to get my act together before I go completly postal??

3-Getting a blood test! I know this sound terrible..needles traumatize me! I’m not reckless or anything, but most importantly I just want to make sure I’m healthy. I’ve cancelled everything appointment up to date..I just freak out when I think about it!

2-Getting my driver’s license (I’m almost 22 and I’ve had my temp licence for 5 years now). But at least I’ve started taking classes for this one!

1-In less than a month, I am technically starting university…the problem is I’m not yet in a program, I’m not sure if I need to register again and I must make a schedule.Oh yeah, And I don’t have much of a clue as to what kind of “career” I want…makes things a bit more complicated. Not that it really matters, I don’t expect to be doing the same job all my life anyways but I would at least try to do something I could enjoy