practice my flute more

So I’ve been getting in about an hour a day, and about 3-4 hours on my days off. And beating myself up over it. I teach in the morning, work all day, teach a bit after, and come home exhausted. And when I don’t fill those last couple of hours in the day with flute, I feel guilty as hell. My profs weren’t kidding when they said that college was when you practice, after that you should be prepared enough to cut the practicing and just play. Except I’m not playing for anyone. Bah!! Life at the conservatory was so much easier!