live right here, right now, like THIS IS IT

When I look at life from this perspective It irritates me.

I have so many hopes and dreams for my life… I want to be successful, I have a driving passion inside me to work hard and get to the next level in everything I do.
I’m young, but even now I feel I am wasting so much of my time.

This is it, I’m living right now. I cannot simply wait until I am “successful” to live my life. There will always be another level I will be trying to reach… thee will always be a goal to accomplish.
I need to learn to live.

~Chavi

Since I was about 12-13 I have lived continually for the future, as though each thing I do is leading up to an ultinalte goal. Even when I’m in the process of doing enjoyable things that I have waited for, I still feel like I’m waiting for something… the ultimate thing.

I have lately been trying to really live in the moment, of course preparing for the future is smart, but continually living in it is not.
I want to live my life through a child’s eye, where everything is new and exciting. Where you don’t worry about things, you live right here, right now… like, this is it.

...hehe at the moment I’m spending too much of this “right now” time on my computer…

Time to go live out my goals instead of write them! (I’ll be back in an hour or so, lol)

~Chavi