have children

I observed at two elementary school libraries, and oh, the kids were so cute and fun and creative and snarky and hilarious. And when I see babies, I get this huge great protective love welling up, and I smile and wave at the mom and her baby. I always make sure I tell the mom that she’s great, b/c people overlook the moms sometimes. I dunno…sometimes I feel I’m missing out, with so many friends having babies and children. I can wait, and I will wait, and I will pray that when I’m married, I’ll be able to have some without too much complication. <3

My parents did it, and we’re okay…but with the terrible economy and lack of jobs and constantly rising gas and grocery prices, it makes me wonder if it would be a good idea to have any children. I want them, and I’m going to wait at least 3 or 4 more years, but still.
We shall see.

names thought up so far:

Erin Rain, Robin Nicole for girls
Zachary Gabriel for a boy

but I still would like to have a child. If I end up adopting all the rest, or any more, fine! though I think I’d like to actually HAVE one or two! :)