be more responsible

I’m being a lot more responsible now…my credit is finally high enough for me to get a credit card, I’m trying my best to piece out the little money I have, and I’m trying to get things done the right way the first time. I admit to my mistakes, try to learn everything quickly, and try to help as many people as I can. I feel much more responsible, at least! Especially when I said to my bf that yeah, I don’t expect him to take care of me financially, but I expect him to take care of me mentally, and I realized that yeah, it’s the way I’ve been brought up and it’s the truth.

I feel I’m failing at this a little…I’m spending money like water, I’m procrastinating on important things, and my room and my car are a mess. I need to clean up my act (and my place) and get a move on on this!!

I still have to do 18 observation hours, and classes are starting on Monday!! Also, I need to talk to the KUMRC about having a site at Faire, I need to get all A’s this semester, I haven’t gotten my books yet (only need 3!!), I need to get all my clearances done, etc. Arrgh! I let some of it go too long; others, I just couldn’t help with the weather and the time of year. It’s not a great start, but I will get everything done on time!! I have to!

What with guiding my flute section, being Garbmistress for RenClub, I’m becoming more responsible (if a bit too hardcore at times) (sorry!). I’m letting some of my classes slip a bit though…Gotta work on that!! I’m really excited for the KUMRC Dinner this year!!Hopefully, like the exec board said, I can help make this the best year in a long time (yet!!) <3
AND I can get back on track with what I’m doing and where i’m going!!

So. I’ve gotten about half the summer list done, but I’m not so sure about the second half, considering that i’m:
-doing training at work to be a monitor
-doing training at work at the customer service
-going to be a section leader in marching band this year
-going to help two “little sisters” in my fraternity/major
-need to save money as much as possible
-going to start bandcamp.classes in 13ish days
-so busy, I don’t have much time for my man :(

Well, you do what you can, and you have to forget about what you can’t. I’m not really liking all this resppnsibility…being an adult really sucks. But then again, I can take control or at least nudge situations so that they meet my needs. Thank God!

I’m trying my best in my classes….ugh. I do my best to be polite and productive at work, and I’ve got a list of things to get done this summer. I’m doing okay with the car bill so far, and hopefully I will get my room cleaned up shortly. Here’s to taking charge!

I’m working on this. I’m getting work done when I need to, I’ve got a car I have to pay off now, I need to pull my grades up, and I need to get going on the PRAXIS. I slip here and there with emotions, but nobody said being responsible was easy. I’m going for it though!