learn to drive

Seriously with this one at the end of the month. Even made it a challenge. Okay so the driving school is in Carolina, but I have to make a plan to get there once or twice a week. I can no longer put this off. Even if I have to take a taxi. Although I might not actually make it to Carolina if I do. Walking might be safer. I’m not sure. Ahh why is transport always such a huge problem.

Let’s not even go into this ok? No, seriously. I’ve had my learners licence for about a month now and nothing. I’ve driven my moms car once. Oh well. I am busy saving up for the driving school lessons so at least that will be a step in the right direction. Still I can’t help but feel slightly powerless about this goal.

Now that I’ve got my learners I’ve sorta started learning to drive. I know the basics, but applying them is another story. I think my total car time in my life has been about two hours so this might take a while. I got the number of a driving school, I’ll phone later today, but of course it’s in another town. It would be this this town it more of a main road than anything else. But all of that aside, I’ve started at least. Lessons with my stepdad simply don’t count, since I can’t consentrate when people are screaming like monkeys.

As much as I do want to get this goal over and done with as soon as possible, I’m putting it on the back seat for now. Just for a little while. Just untill I find someonelse to teach me…with a car that is road worthy lol.

It’s just not going well. Had another fight with my step dad about this. I just can’t take his method of teaching!

My step dd’s decided that I have to take my drivers test two months from now. In all fairness we do have to cars and I think they’re getting sick of driving me to work all the time. But me and that damned car. I still can’t get over my fear of the thing!

I have such a fear of driving that I don’t even want to get into that car! I know that I have to, but do I really have to?

I have been learning to drive but the ruth is that I’m terrified of the damn thing. The car that is. I’d be much happier if I could just WALK everywhere. Unfortunately that’s unrealistic.