do not get into another romantic relationship until i get my life together

I don’t have feelings for people “that way” anymore, i don’t know that i truly ever did.

I’ve always been attracted to selfish people. If i fix all that is wrong with me hopefully i’ll be attracted to people that will treat me the way i deserve. I have to get self worth before i can do that.

It’s been over a year since i attempted anything, so i’m doing good.

Well i’ve failed miserably at this goal i should’ve learned but haven’t. I need to stick to this for awhile and concentrate on myself instead of others. I just wish i knew how to get my life together.