Live The Secret

I’ve been thinking, and what does “LIVE THE SECRET” mean? Using it every day? Using it when it comes to EVERYTHING you want and want to experience? Being able to get everything you want, and getting it fast?

I really don’t know… I use The Secret pretty much, I think. However, I’ve been ‘slacking’ and haven’t really gotten everything I want in life right now.
So I’m keeping this on the top of my list until I know exactly what I mean by “Living The Secret”.

I am going to start writing a list of exactly how I want my life to be.
Why go around saying stuff like “I wish could get that camera I want SOME DAY”, or “I wish that we would move out of this town SOME DAY”.
I am not setting any specific goals for myself and it’s not helping me.

So far, I’ve come up with two topics that I am going to add to this list.
What I Want To Be
and
What I Want to Have

It’s exactly what I sounds like, what I want to be, such as a mother or a famous photographer or a better friend.
What I want to have, such as that digital camera I’ve always wanted, a Mustang or a great group of friends.

If you have any suggestions as to any other topics that are good to add to this list, feel free to give me a little nudge :)

Things were really going great! I was positive and because of that, it felt like my life was going so much better than before.
Then a negative (jealousy) thought/person entered my mind and I kept dwelling on it. I just couldn’t stop thinking about it, and because of that, I got into a huge fight with someone that’s close to me and that really made me feel like crap.

Not because that person made me feel that way, but because I felt like all the positivity that I had worked for just flew out the window.
I ripped out all the pages of my Law of Attraction journal because it somehow felt like all those positive thoughts and emotions were fake.
I haven’t started writing in it yet. I don’t know when I’ll be able to, I need to start trusting the fact that positive thoughts works quicker and stronger than negative ones.

I asked for someone to buy our rims, and they got sold!
We’ve had our for sale ad out for at least a month and only a few have called.. and then I asked, and three people called, ON THE SAME DAY!
I also asked for some extra money, so whohoo for selling our rims!

I want to be a better photographer and I want more photography inspiration.
I want a job as a construction painter.
I want to be happy about the person I am.
I want to be more positive.

I think I’ll watch it again this week. Watching it brings me motivation and positivity (and a kick in the butt!).

My sister-in-law gave me and my boyfriend The Secret on DVD this last Christmas.
My boyfriend has never been one to believe in these kind of things, but I convinced him to watch it with me and we both LOVED it!
How great is it to realize that everything that has happened to you in your life, you have created yourself! We decided that it was time to change our lives for the better and we felt great about it!

My boyfriend tried it, and it actually worked! He started with something small and it worked. Twice!

But I am having a hard time. I have a great imagination and I can see myself with what I want and I KNOW that I am going to get it.. but what I am having a hard time with is trying to “force” the feeling, or emotion, of already having what I want.

Example, I am convinced that this will be the year that I buy a DSLR camera. I see myself with it, I KNOW I am going to get it and I know how happy I will be when I finally have it in my hands. But I just can’t force that happy feeling. I know that I am going to have it some day, but I just can’t feel happy about something that I don’t have yet :(