about a week ago i dreamt that my ex was cheating on me with these other 2 girls. they were really pretty. when i went up to him to talk he just ignored me. he pretended like he didnt even know me. he was just laughing with those 2 girls.
....and about 3 days ago i dreamt he showed up at my house with his new girlfriend. they were hugging and kissing right in front of me! all i did was to pretend i was chatting with a guy just to make him jealous. but it didnt work. so then they were leaving and when he was going to close the door he said “bye” and i wouldnt answer him so he said just laughed and said it 2 more times until i finally told him bye with a voice so sad and weak. then he shut the door. as soon as he did that i ran to my room to cry and to write in my diary. i wrote down:”i cant believe he actually showed up to my house with his new girlfriend.” then i stopped for a second and began to think that he was cheating…suddenly i woke up with tears in my eyes, wondering if it really happened. as soon as i realized it was only a nightmare i thanked God for not letting me experience that in real life.
Jun 30, 2006, 12:28AM PDT | 0 comments
today i dont remember what i dreamt about :(
Jun 22, 2006, 07:48AM PDT | 0 comments
this dream is based on part of my life. my mom left us about a year ago with 2 of my little sisters with another man.
So my dream today: I was in a car with a guy looking for my mom. we found her, but she did not know i was in the car. so she started talking to the guy. Then she realized i was inside and started running. We followed her and she went inside her new house. Somehow we got in and asked her where were “amy” and “alyssa”(not their real names) so she yelled at me she wont tell me ever. We noticed that her new “husband” was not home so we took mom away and hid inside the house until that guy came. Once he came home we started yelling at him questioning the whereabouts of my two younger sisters. He just started laughing and told me they were dead. i couldnt believe it and ran outside. i saw one of his friends and told him if he didnt tell me where were “amy” and “alyssa” i would call the cops and have him arrested. he answered the same thing: they were dead. i asked how. he said my mom and her boyfriend were doing drugs and they accidentaly poked “amy” and “alyssa” with a needle and died. i was crying histerically. i felt as if i hated my own mother. it was her fault this happened to them. when i woke up i just prayed that they were okay. my mom and my sisters, even that guy. in reality i dont know where they are. i wish i could hug my mom and sisters but i cant….
Jun 21, 2006, 02:48PM PDT | 0 comments
yestarday i did record my dream, but i lost the noteboook in wich i had it :( today i dont remember dreaming, except for hearing strange noises somewhere.
Jun 19, 2006, 11:48AM PDT | 0 comments
I am sitting on the toilet in front of a mirror. All of a sudden I see a skull with long black hair appear on the mirror. I turn back and look for something that would reflect the skull w/ the long black hair. Suddenly I see a bright glow around a little girl. She’s floating. And then I see a close up of the face. Her face is blue, dead-not yet docomposed, but her relection is a skull w/ long black hair. I get up (and for some reason I have my pants up even though I’m in a toilet) I scream as I am getting up and run away. This dream is a dream inside a dream. So I “wake up” (but I am still dreaming) Everything is normal. Then I find myself walking through this weird neighborhood. I really need to pee so I go in one of the houses. There is a restroom in the backyard. When I go in, the restroom gets huge, with lots of toilets. I search for “just the right one” and go in the toilet with the biggest space. As I am peeing I notice a mirror in front of me. Then the skull w/ the long black hair appears. A this point I have totally forgotten about my “dream.” So I search for the thing that is making the reflection. The glowing girl appears. Then I see a close-up of her face, blue, dead-not yet decomposed, but the mirror reflects the skull w/ the long balck hair. Again for some reason my pants are already up and I get up start to scream so loud so hard that my throat hurts. I start running but she follows. Then I really woke up.
Jun 17, 2006, 03:28PM PDT | 1 cheer | 1 comment
today i dont recall dreaming :(
Jun 16, 2006, 06:37PM PDT | 0 comments
i’ll try to record every dream. wish me luck!
Jun 16, 2006, 06:40AM PDT | 0 comments
