Find out what i want to do with my life

I know what I want to do with my life now. I want to live it!! I want be in the now and savour the moments that I have here on earth in this life. I want to help others in any way I can, I want to share what I have learned, I want to spread love and light and be present for those who need me. I want to live this gift that I have received, be the best I can be, do the best I can do and express my gratitude every day.

amen.

of what doesnt serve me:

-my inner critic

-needing approval from the outside world to feel like I have done something well

-comparing my self to others

By letting go of things that dont serve me anymore, I believe I will be able to unfold again, unfold the ME I really am!

I should first find out WHO I AM. Who I REALLY am!

I asked my mom, what it was that really caught my attention when I was a kid and what I really liked to do. So, it seems I liked to cook and bake…funny…

I’ve asked the universe for help, to help me find my path of what to do with my life. The same night I dreamt of a former co-worker from my chef-apprenticeship.

I cooked something on the weekend…and really realized again, how much I love cooking when I can just cook what I want…

What more can I say?

seems very interessting. I’ve orderd some flyers from the school where I did my Bachflower diploma. It sounds very interessting and could combine it with so much. It starts in October, so I have some more time to think about this.

Ok, I really feel stuck here! I really dont know what to do with my life! I’m 30, I have two young children, I’m unemployed, I did an apprenticeship as a cook, I have a diploma as a bachflower therapist, I have some small hobbies, an amazing boyfriend and no FRIGGIN CLUE WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE!!! Honestly, I’m not very happy at the moment. I mean I am on the surface because I have so much goodness in my life but what really gets to me is that I have no real direction as where to go. I dont know what I want to earn my money with. I feel like I want to do something meaningful and help others be happy but I dont know how to do this! I’ve looked into so many different fields of work and everything seems so hard to get into. I tend to give up really fast if I think something is hard and limit myself all of the time. But on the otherhand I think, if I would find my passion and knew what I really wanted, no hurdle would be too big. I really dont know what to do anymore! I sit at home so much and feel like I am wasting my time! I’m not sure how to get out of this endless cycle!