Post Miscellaneous Thoughts Here~

The limitless possibilities of life render me awestruck in the dead of the night. Sleepless nights are breathless nights as I lay in one tiny section of the world- a mere dot resting upon the colorful map of the universe- grasping within my palms infinite routes to the vicissitudes of human existence.

It’s good to be alive.

Oh and also, I’ve just created a blog for my writing/poetry/thoughts, so if anyone is interested here’s the URL: http://iridescentrhapsodies.tumblr.com/

I sincerely apologize to any of my followers annoyed by my suddenly going MIA on 43T. I’ve been too happily incapacitated in my post finals reprieve to make entries. But now I’ve returned!

Having experienced my fair share of pleasant days ruined by relinquishing control over my emotions to others- be it from a careless comment or an infectious bad mood- I’ve decided enough is enough, so to say. Naturally, everyone feels anger or sadness. Everyone wakes up some days and just thinks to themselves, “I don’t want to do this.” But happiness is a choice a person can make only for themselves. It’s a choice whether to stew on the inside with anger or work towards finding the root of it. Just as it’s a choice to allow oneself to either be engulfed in feelings of despondency or cope with sadness by pushing past.

If there’s one thing 2012 has made me aware of, it’s that life is 10% what happens and 90% how you react to it. And I’m making the choice for myself to take my emotions into my own hands and be happy, in spite of the hard days (and difficult people).

Another birthday, another year, another new beginning :)

No matter the day, flecks of loneliness leave damp spots on the surface of my joy.

Ever since I’ve started writing again, my thoughts and mood have become a little less disgruntled. My heart is truly in my words; as long as I writing, I have myself.

There are now 30 of you subscribed to little old me! 30 lovely dolls reading my rants and musings and feelings for reasons I do not fully understand but am grateful for regardless. You’re all shining stars ☆☆☆
Thanks for your silent support!

I really should stop acting so immature when silly things make me mad. Things that aren’t worth having conflict over.