lose 2 stone

But I think it’s because I’ve been ill.

Not recommended. Fainted the other day.

I’m 140lbs (prob more like 145 now)

I want to be 120.

Maybe even 110…

I would be prettier if I was slimmer…

It’s a never ending cycle…
I found this picture and I thought it relevant to me.
Weight gain and loss is very psychological with me. I have to be happy to lose weight. When something bad happens I binge eat so bad. People criticise me and just makes it worse. I need to cut negative people out of my life.

Ok, so I want to lose weight.
Yet I just ordered an Indian with my friend (which I treated us to) While we watched Blade 2 and The 40 Year Old Virgin.
Yes I am a fat PIE.
Yes I should stop eating like a pig and get down the gym.
I will get there one day…

So, the last time I weighed myself I was just under 11 stone.
How sick is that…
My whole family has been at me to lose weight now, so I better…
I tried a diet called the “food doctor diet”. Don’t try it. As a student, it’s not even worth it. You feel lethargic and can’t even manage a 10 minute walk. Also you feel hungry and it’s expensive to do all these recipes.
So, I think I’ll buy some gym equipment for my room and do some exercise.
The reason I do need to lose weight is because I’ve always been a comfortable 9 and a bit stone. Even then, I wanted to be 8. But now, student life has got to me and I’m as big a a house.
Clothes are getting tight and sitting down isn’t as comfortable anymore.
On top of this, I’ve not had a boyfriend for 2 years, and I think it’s because I’ve gotten fat.
Therefore, here’s my goal; to lose 2 stone and look good in clothes again.
I’ll keep this updated..
A I pack away the jars of nutella and peanut butter…. :D