I have changed significantly over the last year, I care about myself, I am far more positive in my actions and outlook, I have lost 30 of the 100 pounds I intended to lose, I ask for the things I need in my relationships, I go to social events regularly and I am taking my education more seriously.
There is still a lot of progress to be made. I would like to have a positive outlook at least 75% of the time. I want to increase my level of exercise so the weight comes off more easily. I want to INSIST upon getting the things I need out of my relationships, as opposed to just asking for them. I want my education to be meaningful to me.
I can see all the wonderful possibilities in my life and I’m so ready for this. It seems I get distracted by the smaller problems, like how do I pay this and why did this happen. Those things are not the important part. If you want the change bad enough, if you envision it clearly the how will take care of itself. Why is a question that usually leaves me stuck in the past instead of focused on the present.
I’ve been able to decide on what responsibilities I CAN handle instead of trying to take on everything at once, this was a big problem in my old life. I am doing better in school and have even gotten my photography into a gallery. There are still things to be worked on but overall this has been encouraging