stop masterbating

Well, Ive found a way to help me cut down on it. I made a goal and a promise to the Lord to go two days without doing it, then do it that 3rd day, then 2 more days with out it. Its worked so far, but Im only working on my second 2 days. At least I have found something that actually works for me. so far. hope everyone else can tooooooo!

For the first time I feel like im not worth God’s love. Ive done it again, ever since ive made these online goals ive just done them more. Im so stupid to just keep sinning. I REALLY WANT TO TRY, BUT I CANT! I JUST HAVE NO SELF CONTROL. I HATE MYSELF. ugh. enough being emo. im just gonna try. commit myself to God. thats what I have to do.

Today was my last day masterbating. I know that sounds a bit foolish and that of course I will do it again, but I am going to actually try to avoid it now. And I will eventually do it again, but hopefully it will become less and less. I will set a goal to only do it 2 times a week for now, then 1, and eventually none. I want to be fully abstinent from now on. I am going to try and please the lord with my decreasing sins, and this is my first step. wish me luck!!!