be more social

Well I went to the shopping centre and ran into 2 of my old school matez, we chatted and I told them about the circus Im going to tonight so they are going to go as well, they didnt know that the circus was on. After that I rocked up to a friendz place and chatted with them for abit before they had to go somewhere, whenever I see their car in the garage I just go vist them, Im getting good at that. And now tonight I invited a friend from work if she wanted to go to the circus, so we are both going to the circus, Im picking her up. Tomorrow Im visting my boyfriend Jeremy and we both are going to dinner with a some of his friendz, Im excited and happy about that. Im getting much better at this and hopefully get the hang of everything lol. :-)

Ive done 30min of swimming 500m today and walked for an hr with my 2 dogz. Im wanting to do stuff more cause Im just depressed and keeping myself busy is the best thing to do… Im going to do water aerobicz with a friend when I get a chance a couple of timez a weekn so that will be good. Be more social and get out there more, give myself motivation!

Ive been out every weekend since my bday in August – however Im starting to feel like I dont want to go out anymore – I cant even finish a drink anymore – it just makez me feel sick.

I have been out with friendz for the past 2 weekendz since I turned 18 – being 18 u can go to dance clubz and all that – so fun as – this will be my 3rd weekend in a row that Im going out so itz really good. So glad that Im 18!

I have disappeared from everybody for a while now. Havent really talked to anyone or anything except for work. I think I am going to keep this up untill I figure myself out and all that. Maybe I would be less confused about everything.

I went out last night to a party where it was so fun as!

Once a month on a Sunday night I attend JIG – Jesus Is Great – and is really good cause I get to meet new ppl and hang out.

Every weekend I will try and hang out with people and friendz if I can.

I went to a party last weekend on the 5th where I had all my friendz back in town since everyone moved for uni and all that – so fun and would love to do it again!

Last weekend also on a Sunday night I went with a friend to a anotherz friendz place and we had drinkz and talked abit – I wanna do that more ofter!

I am starting to talk to ppl at parties now – I’m shy as and not really talkative – but Im opening myself up to everyone now.

Ah being social for me is like trusting a wild tiger not to eat me.. Yeh that is how hard it is for me. I agree with threeholepunch that there should be the anti-social social group cause it good lol… I just finished school this year so itz kinda good to get all the pressure of examz and assignmentz off my chest however I kinda miss school cause I have friendz that I hang out with and all that however I am the quietest one of my whole grade. I really feel that I dont belong anywhere nd that the only place where I belong is at work. I felt really lonely nd alone at school and now that I am out that has doubled tripled and even quaded for me. No one from school rarely talks to me-I have to like make the first move-ect,ect,ect.. However I am worried that I make annoy them so I dont usually textz ppl and all that… I work part time but at home itz so BORING! I just wanna get out of the house nd work more! Grrrr…

going to a party if Im aloud!

when parents don’t trust you or the people you’re with. They won’t let you have a life, have freedom because of whats on the news. They won’t let you have a social life because they haven’t met the people you are hanging out with. They won’t let you do ANYTHING… They say that you have decisions but it’s them making the choices, well some of them anyway. It’s like when you are out of school and decide to move out that you have freedom…

I was invited by a guy to hang out with his place tonight to watch movie’s but when I asked my parents yesterday night they said maybe. Then when I woke up they told me that “oh you can stay home tonight because you are going out tomorrow night”. They haven’t met the guy and they ask me everything about him. God I just wanna have a privite life without them butting in all the time. What a pathic LAME excuse. They HAVE to fricken know everything about what goes on, like who I’m texting and all the shit. I’m 17 and they are still bosing me around! I dont even know why I even ask them to fricken go out and have a social life! I really give up on this because my parents dont trust me! All they want me to be is my fricken non social sister!!! She’s the goodie too shoe’s that goes out no where and always stays at home and all that! Yeah as you can tell that I am really mad at them so yeah this is my first step into opening myself up to people more.