deal with my addictions

I’ve got it BAD!

I am obsessive/compulsive in nearly everything I do. Sometimes it’s a good thing for me … in fact, in many ways it’s a good motivator for me.

But it’s the side-effects I can do without … anxiety, nervousness, lack of sleep …. not being able to just “chill” for long ….

I need to learn to do things in moderation.

Whatever it is …. I have to do it to the extreme … whether it’s exercise, shopping, smoking, swimming, writing, blogging, sex …. WHATEVER it is … it all ends up being obsessive for me …

I believe it’s called OCD or obsessive compulsive disorder. I haven’t been diagnosed with it …. but then I haven’t been upfront with any Dr’s about it either.